Purging Of The Soul

Everything around me seems to be turning against me these days...my principles...my beliefs...the people i love the most....Life is just a fucked up prank...lead you on and then inflict things to shock you which can later lead on to piss you off and hurt you...
Fortunately for me, i have learned a way to tackle the last problem...its called disconnection....basically you cut yourself off from the person and severe all ties with him or her in order to prevent yourself from getting hurt ever again..
The most peculiar and intriguing idiosyncrasy of mine is the ability to sense as to when something bad is going to happen which is often described by my friends as my "mother's Intuition"...Whatever be the case...i can always sense when something bad is going to happen or when I'm drifting apart from someone who was once close to me at one point of time...I've learned the hard way that at the end of it all...Its you who matters the most...nobody else...just yourself..at the end of the day...its you who has to fend it out for himself or herself...not any other entity...
I'm just posting this to tell other people that theres no point in placing your trust in someone you even have the slightest doubt about...If even the smallest instance of insecurity arises...You know that persons not someone to confide all your dilemmas into...AND NEVER restore ties with someone who has already screwed you over or abused your trust in them before...at the end of the day...if they respect that trust it means that they respect you and consider you important...if not...well...you know where you stand in their lives....Why should you place your trust in someone who doesn't trust you...These are the people who will only remember you later on when they fall into a problem or when they need something from you....They'll probably call you up and engage in the formalities and then get their work done...It really bites when it comes from a close friend.....
I would like to say that I only trust and believe in people who trust and believe in me...If you dont...Im not going to waste my time over you anymore..At the end of the day...I know all of it will be in vain and a wasted effort......