16 years of my life went away just like that. When I was at the beginning of my adolescence I was full of ideas and plans and things to do before i passed out of school and gave my ISC examinations and the lot...I have a just a year left and i haven't done anything. Every one around me did something or the other ...got laid, went home smashed, smoked pot etc etc...lived life wildly. All I ever did was worry...about getting caught, being scolded, disappointing all the people who had "faith" in me.....now at the end of childhood I wonder have i really done anything.
I spent half my life being made fun of, teased and sometimes just plain hurt...and that remains one of the main reasons why i wanted to do those things..i wanted to fit in, say something when people talked...show them that i was just as good.....instead of just walking away.
It feels a bit like cancer..when know the exact day of your death and you have to do all those things, you have to complete your list..only in my case its not as drastic....i just know the exact day ill loose my childhood.
i scream wait
wait old man
but time goes on
his pace is fixed
if only i didn't slow down
because it is not possible
to catch up with time
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