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No one here for me,
All I wanted was isolation and serenity,
Oh yes, the warmth...the comfort..
Loneliness, My sole companion,
No one to worry about..only myself,
Staring at the dust scattered universe,
The innocent thoughtlessness..the feelings so pure,
The smoke blown towards the sky,
Reluctant to leave,
Seducing the Life Source to buy more time in my Utopia,
Whilst my companion,
Protective about it urged them to move on,
And answering all my doubts,
Filling my Soul's hole,
There was the sky,
Lucid......
Serene......
Heaven....
Now you're gone,
Dont know where...
Not even why...
What will become of me...
My survival, dependent on thee..
Now, all I see when I look at the stars,
Which once gave me a smile so friendly and warm,
Now smirks...at me...all tired and marred..
Them soldiers...
The different hues....the tinges of a civil strife,
I keep telling myself you'll return,
Are you dead ?
Please answer to my pain...
All you said is that you're still there,
And your presence must be felt,
How can I ?
I cant see you or recognize you anymore?
But I will search you out,
No matter how much this loneliness without Loneliness continues,
This emptiness causes a suffocation,
Its so ironic,
The very thing i once longed for,
Is the very thing now abhor,
But I must find you,
And fill this void...
Of Loneliness....